Morning meditation 6:38. Got me thinking of the state of the world and what is to come. I think we need to carry some plain crystals and some dark stones, I'll ask wife what stone later. We also need to ask "Are you OK?" and frickin' MEAN IT. Social Distance but put up a sign, ask from your front door, the closed in porch. Mail carriers, food delivers, folks like that. I'm melancholy. Been dreaming of dad and Tiffany. We went to a pow wow and had fried bread and NDN Tacos from Delong's family booth. Spoke greeting to the sister they were busy,
We were watching mens traditional and Tiffany said she wanted to dance shawl or jingle. My heart broke when I said I would get some elder's to help I know just the two to help bring her back to the circle after a long time, Auntie Bea and the amazing Daisy then it hit me that Tiff and Dad walked on. The pow wow disappeared and I looked up and saw the alarm. Now I'm kinda got a nervous/anxious/depressed/sad feeling. I miss my old man, When I get to heaven he and I will be telling jokes for WEEKS I have so many to share with him.......well this took a shit turn GOOD MORNING ALL!!!
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