GSHOM - Nightmare fuel for any real men

I am just tired of being and making myself small. From dropping my natural bass voice, from shrinking to look small, from toning down how I dress to the language I use. I worked for the Girl Scouts for 13 years and one day when I got fired.
I got fired because of numerous reasons but the main one is that I had the audacity to be unaccommodating to White people.I stopped taking shit from the 99% White women in that organization who felt the freedom to speak and do to me anything they felt like. Priscilla, who in my opinion is perhaps one of the dumbest people, not women, people I have ever met let alone been forced to work for.
I get along with damn near everyone, the White men who worked there I never had a problem with but the White women? All damn day. One would take extra long lunches without a word said. If I were 10 minutes late it would take a half hour "talking to" about not being responsible to only take an hour. One woman would cry at least three times a day. That makes for a great environment but if I had the audacity to tell her to stop that shit, take it to a therapist or quit then I was the bad guy. One White woman came to my desk, raised her right hand and said, "How". I called her out for being a bigot but somehow ended up being the bad guy. Mind you each and every one of the buffalo I was working with, and I call them buffalo because even though I am six foot even and run 280 lbs I was one of the smaller people in the office, I was the bad guy. They rallied around one another when I would get tired of their shit and call them out. They would then run to Priscilla so shoe could work out her sick sexual impulse and put me down. She did this because her husband was a pear shaped, bearded shlub who had no job or job prospects. She hated me and I was her easy target.
If I had a complaint about the bullshit Priscilla had the amazing ability to turn it around onto me. Somehow make whatever these women were doing was my fault. On a weekly basis you couldn't tell who's turn it was to be the pain in the ass. They would back bite, throw each other under the bus, pick on and alienate. They all took turns doing this to each other. I stayed out of it because I am a man, I'm not toxic, I'm not hyper-masculine I am an Original Man. I am a proud Latino/Native man and I show that. I am unabashed proud to be Brown, and proud to be in love and married with a White woman. I have no problem with White women, check my friend-list. I have a problem with idiots who have kissed ass and failed their way to top. I have a problem with Whites getting scared at the slightest sign of anything that does not value the life of Brown people.
I'm tired of shrinking to keep these snowflakes happy and make them feel safe. Look at the mass shootings and serial killers. They are afraid of the wrong people.
These were and are the most intellectually lazy people I have ever met. Brain dead morons who will meander thru life dumb as when they graduate high school. Example. We were assigned a book to read. Read one and a half pages a week and these lazy asses couldn't bring themselves to do it and try to run a book club where the bitches don't read. Girl scouts is for middle and upper middle class white girls to teach them to not be self-sufficient but to blame men and hate men. It's a money grab group that hustles card board tasting cookies and makes the mothers do all the work. The buffalo in charge of cookies would be gone when most deliveries were to be picked up leaving me and one other person to do her job while doing our own. Lazy isn't string enough to define her. Obese, stank and insecure to the point of pathology is her description. The CEO was a narcissist who liked ot brag about being a scientist, one who did not practice science, considered herself high class, a wine connoisseur and all around diva and modern woman who was nothing like that. She is and was a shit leader and a poor fundraiser who alienated everyone who could have been helpful. Within two years she lost over 80% of the staff that was originally part of Michigan. All the young and energetic people left leaving Girl Scouts to be run by old White women from the Eisenhower era without a clue about what today's society is like. I've seen more than one cry about having to try to navigate Facebook.
It's a nightmare I am glad is over. I hope all of them get every single thing they have ever desired,















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MIxed and sincere

I read a post that a friend of mine, who is part Native write about being treated shitty by both sides of his family. I know a woman who is half Guatemalan half White who wrote a heartbreaking post about how people in the Latino community ignore her or even worse have the damned audacity to treat her like an outsider and leave her ignored or alone often. She has since stopped going to gatherings for Latin people. She told me, and I believe her, that our sisters and brothers treat Whites better. Of course they do. One of the reasons is Whites have money and cash rules.
I would like those who are of mixed ancestry that I see you. I can see you trying to learn our culture even though you didn't get raised in it. It must seem so foreign and yet you continue. I know you were not raised among us but you have a real passion to work for us to find a place in our community and you feel a responsibility towards us even though we, some of us, treat you like crap.
I know the frustration of having Native features, facial structure, jaw structure even body type and sometimes dark skin but you don't have a pedigree card and that pushes you away. Having White skin but knowing our culture but being ignored by those of us with brown skin because you have White skin or even worse Black skin!
I know you have no connection to your ancestral lands but you have the knowledge and the freedom, fought for so much, to pray like you live right there. You might be helpless to survive in the wilderness but you have a job, a house and a family you take are of the warrior class. I see you out and about. I see you at gatherings sitting and watching the dancers and listening to the drums. Feeling the same thing I feel. I see you and I notice how you try to be respectful.
Creator will pay you for your patience and your ability to put up with the bullshit of others. Remember this, Not every brother is a brother. It was Black men that murdered Maclom X and it was Native men who killed Ana Mae Aquash.
You're noticed.